i remember the last time that i went home this late. you were there with me. Together, we tried to battle the boredom that we're facing. We tried to talk about as many things as possible. We tried to converse like we're that close. We tried to make ourselves comfortable. Oh, I remember that specific day. Too many things happened within a short period of time.

And now, i am here at this very same situation- alone, having no one to talk to. I have no friend who can take the boredom out of me. I have nobody who can make me feel comfortable. I have nobody with me.

How i wish that i can repeat that moment once more. And i have only realized now that i have missed a wonderful opportunity- one that could never be repeated.

Long time no blog! I know I have been missing in action for the past months. If I am not mistaken, my last blog post was posted last March. It's like I have completely abandoned this website. Typically, I would say that the reason behind this is school. Well, that is not the case right now because despite the hectic schedule, I still take time to write. In fact, I have been writing a lot lately. I have recently won an essay writing competition in our region, which proves that I have indeed been expressing my thoughts.

The reason why I have been gone for quite a long time is also writing. The content of my writeups seemed to change a lot. They have been primarily focused on finding myself, doing normal teenage activities, and experiencing things that correlate to growing up. In short, I have been writing a lot of personal thoughts. I have actually filled quite a number of diaries for the past months. I preferred to keep my secret thoughts within myself because I think that keeping information to yourself is also a part of growing up.

However, I still made some prose, poetry, and other pieces which I am willing to publish. Those pieces are going to be published soon.

Xoxo,
Anya